Rain Alphena Lady of Enferrer Pack member is offline
Death, bless me with You..
Joined: Jul 2005 Gender: Female Posts: 33 Location: In my own Harmonic Paradise
Reopening Old Wounds « Thread Started on Oct 6, 2005, 8:51pm »
A poem I write just now about, literally, reopening old wounds.
Reopening Old Wounds
After how hurt you saw I got by my ex, I never thought you would hurt me too, But you have drove me to that same dangerous depression, It all starts with reopening old wounds.
I grab the knife once more, There is nothing you can do, Because I have lost my faith in you.
I bleed to represent the pain in my thoughts, Happy memories become painful ones, Because I am so jealous of my past self.
I'm sorry if I ever took you for granted, I tried not to, I tried to appreciate everything you did for me.
The horrible pain that Love can cause, It's just revived the pain of my last love, I want you, I need you, But, I do ask myself sometimes, What's happened to us? You once said you wanted to grow old with me, You once said you wanted to marry me, I don't know even if you want that anymore.
My wrists are bleeding once more, Everyday I add more scars, As each day goes by I hurt more and more, I can't keep the pain locked in my mind anymore, I have to get it out, And the blade shows the way, I really can't go on like this anymore.